as i woke up..
tears running down my cheek again
hati na sakit..i just cant take it anymore
its just hurts alot and the pain is unbearable
how i wish,he was just next to me as i woke up
i kiss his lips and cuddle him roght to my arm
whisper to his ears saying..baby,i'll nvr wanna lose u again
but i know everytink gonna be just a dream
a dream tat i always tot it would come true someday
HOW DARE U LEAVE ME JUST LIKE TAT?
HOW COULD U NOT REPLYING EVER SINGLE QUESTION IM ASKING U?
DONT U FEEL ITS A MATTER OF LIFE AND DEATH
CAUSE IT IS FOR ME!!!
YOURE MY LIFE!! CANT YOU UNDERSTAND TAT????!!
IM LOSING IT..AND CANT U EVEN TELL ME?
WHO AM I TO YOU? AM I NOT IMPORTANT AT ALL???????????
oh god,brace me up...pls let me move on ya allah!!
WHY I JUST CANT STOP CRYING??
HOW AM I GONNA FACE THE WORLD?
when i use to be the happiest gerl when im with you
WHAT AM I NOW? I DUNNO..
just give me a path to follow god..
im bearing all the pain
pls give me all the strength..

the last oath

nana here sitting on my bed
i tk tau mcm mane i luahkn perasaan i
everywhere i go,i remind of you
everytime i remind of u,my heart just shattered
flashing back all the memories we spend together
saat saat manis bersama u terlalu manis dan bererti
saat i kata i love u..i mean it
every breath every beat of my heart,it just meant for u
cant hold back my tears anymore,cause im missing u soo much
i know i've found something and i lost something
i perna kate pade u..lau ade jodoh adela..tkde tkdela
but i havent realise tat its tis tough to live without u
how am i suppose to love again
CAUSE SUMPAH! I LOVE YOU SOO MUCH!
I WANT NOTHING ELSE IN THIS WORLD,BUT I JUST WANT YOU!!!
WHY CANT YOU UNDERSTAND TAT?
so easy for you to forget me?
haslam..tats the name tat i yearn for every seconds..
trying so hard to live without u
but boy,im simply just dying inside
every smile every laugh were just fake..just trying to tell myself to be strong
stupid boy! why must u come back...how can i promise aishah tat i will forget u..
lying to myself n her..is just painful..
aishah told me to do tis..do tat..
how am i suppose to do??
mmg padan muke nana kene tinggal nan haslam
cus im just trying not to break her heart
i just cant..but no one know...my heart shattered..my life is dead..
just when he walk out off me..im no longer nana..
the one who smile
the one who laugh
the one who talks alot
i cant cus i can get u out of my mind..i love u soooooo much
i know everythink is too late..my only wish is just to hug u for the last time..
just for the last..
i'll pray ur happiness and live
just one last hug n i'll nvr bother u nor exist in ur life anymore..
i appreciate every love u gave me..itulah saat terindah dlm hidup i..
thks for everytink..my prayers will always be with you..

goodbye

cinta kita

Inilah aku apa adanya syg..
Yang ingin membuatmu bahagia,itula impianku
Maafkan bila ku tak sempurna
Sesempurna cintaku padamu

haslam,
Ini cintaku apa adanya
Yang ingin selalu di sampingmu
Ku tahu semua tiada yg sempurna
langit biru menjadi saksi cinta kita
Jalan kita masih panjang
Ku ingin kau selalu disini
Biar cinta kita tumbuh harum mewangi
Dan dunia menjadi saksinya
Untuk apa kita membuang-buang waktu
Dengan kata kata perpisahan
ku tau itu semua,kerna ego,ku abaikan cinta kita
Demi cinta kita aku akan menjaga
Cinta kita yg telah kita bina
Walau hari terus berganti hari lagi
Cinta kita abadi selamanya
Jalan kita masih panjang
Ku ingin kau selalu disini
walaupun kata bibir menyatakan benci
hati ini menyayangimu syg
ku lakuan ini atas dasar pengorbanan
cintaku padamu adalah miliknya
namun jasad tidak mampu bernafas
kerana hati ini terlalu merindu dan ingin memilikimu
ku buat benci hanya untuk dirimu
yg ku yakin dikau pasti bahagia disampingnya
tidak mampu ku menipu diri
diri ini tidak bisa hidup tanpamu
hidup ini masih panjang
yang ku mahu
ku hanya ingin menyayangi dirimu
hingga nafas terakhir

The hardest thing to do is watch the one you love , love someone else .